Friday, December 2, 2016
WHY WHY WHY???
Why am I doing this? I am doing this because, "WHY NOT??" I am alive!! I want to feel alive. The need to get rid of the fear of reoccurance is driving me. I want to let the fear go. Every pain in my body doesn't mean that I have a tumor inside me.
Today as I washed dishes, I had a lot of time to think about my purpose.
I will never know but it's okay if I don't. It is about gratitude and being able to give back. I need to show my Heavenly Father that I appreciate this extra time I was given.
This time can be used to make another human being feel better; to get more of our their life.
It isn't about me, it is about the greater good.
I really want this!! There is a drive inside me to take a step,
Today as I washed dishes, I had a lot of time to think about my purpose.
Why was I spared??
I will never know but it's okay if I don't. It is about gratitude and being able to give back. I need to show my Heavenly Father that I appreciate this extra time I was given.
This time can be used to make another human being feel better; to get more of our their life.
It isn't about me, it is about the greater good.
I really want this!! There is a drive inside me to take a step,
a step to forgiving myself
for getting cancer. I've always had these questions inside me, "What did I do to deserve this?" " What made my body sick?" I need to let that go, to be okay with whatever the universe has in store for me. I will be writing in here to chronicle my journey.
It is going to be a WILD ride.
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